Devon - week 31 Disappointing week

Hi Family,

This week has been very hard and disappointing for me.  Twelve set appointments canceled and rescheduled.  Almost all of them rescheduled because they or one of their family members were sick which is a good excuse but it can be frustrating to plan out a lesson and be excited to share your message and then they cancel.  Especial since Jen has a Baptism date this week and we still haven't taught her all the commandments in Lesson 4 that she will need to follow after her baptism in order to be a disciple of Christ. We might have to push her baptism date back :(.   The flu spreads to everyone a lot faster and to a lot more people in Boise then it does anywhere else that I Know of and I could be bad luck that our investigators got the flu.  

However, sometimes during the week I feel like it is my fault that the appointments cancel because almost all of our appointments canceled and that rarely happens.  I feel like I needed to try harder.  I feel like Jacob 5:41.  I feel responsible for the part of the vineyard that the Lord has Assigned to me. I worry about the investigators that I have not seen in over a week.  

However, I know that the Lord has helped us in our area and he has helped our investigators remember the words we have spoken to them.  Even though I am worried about our investigators I know that they are in the great hands of the Lord.  I trust in the Lord and that gives me great hope for our investigators.